Sunday, February 1, 2009

Almost a monumental day....almost

So it was 9:45am...sacrament was winding down, my heart started to race because we had made it through the entire meeting so far without one outburst..without having to take Zander out and put him on timeout in some dark classroom...without the eardrums of those around us being burst by his shrill screams...we were so close, and the minutes couldn't pass fast enough...I was thinking...could it be, could we actually make it through sacrament meeting...then...my ears perk, my heart sinks, the joy fades into pure disapointment, as I hear the sound I had been dreading through the whole meeting.....OTHER CHILDREN RUNNING IN THE BACK OF THE GYM...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! My son can not resist the temptation of following the herd. You know that scene from Man from Snowy River when the wild stallion hears the brumby's coming and he goes all crazy and breaks out of the corral...that was the same look in Zander's eyes as he darted past Mitch and joinded the pack. Of course there was a massive scream let out when he was wisked away into the hall....I felt the tears well up in my eyes...7 lousy minutes...so close, yet sooooo far. But a small victory anyhow...he would have made it, if it weren't for other people letting their kids run wild...I can't blame them, I know the pain of arguing with a toddler for 45 mins then deciding to cave. But, the point can't be lost that he WOULD have made it...that is a far cry from where we have been these last 14 months! Almost, almost, a monumental day! He did however STAY in Nursery, I guess we can't expect so much from such a young little guy all at once!

1 comments:

Andrea said...

That is sooo familiar! Believe me, one day, you won't remember what that scream sounded like. At least he went to nursery the whole time. . . AND, and least you still go to church. It's hard when it's just a battle with a toddler the whole time!!